. OH my IT is Xmas .
. Neither happy nor sad .
. a normal body temperature today .
. a normal temper too .
. but i really don't know what is happening to me .
. hurt . hurt . hurt . hurt .
. please come back soon this time i really really need a shoulder to cry on .
. i will wait for you .
. i just realise that you are the guy i have been waiting for ! .
. please forgive me for every nasty things i've done .
. i really want you . need you . love you and miss you .
. when can u be by my side again . your sweetness , your cuteness .
. all of that is been missing by me .
. you said i will alyways remain in you .
. i really really feel guilty . what i've done to you .
. please forgive me if you don't i won't hesitate myself from committing siucide .
. please don't leave me blank . don't leave me empty .
. those tears every night .
. i DO love you . long long time ago .
. that's the truth .